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The time has come for the characters in my dream to come alive. The messages that I want to speak about is the radical ideas and living life to the fullest, letting go of all , excuses and reasons we all run away emotionally from our lives.
The story I would like to share is the one about my own personal spiritual transformational journey in to the Blue Moon Awakening Ceremony of August 28, 2012 of the time of the Goddess Creative Energy.
This is a story of a creative girl that had so much to say and then was silent for many years and then learned to have her voice back. This is a story of womanhood, empowerment, global awakening of the interdependence and synergy and collaboration of equal creative coming together to have full feature scripts that brought the subject matter to life.
The matter that has my attention is the matter of how so many people get so disconnected, fragmented, separated from their creative energies, from their own bodies, spirits, minds and are inundated with memes from the cultural Diaspora of the consumer world.
The battles that are everyday are the ones in which we are feeling so much, so much coming up for us and yet what do we do with it. Every day is a sweat day with the heat of the grandfathers gently and urgently asking me to feel it all and take action from that place of creativity and heart.
The kind of dramatic story I would like to tell is the semi autio biography kind that speaks about the characters that are in my life and their relationships to me. This full moon is an auspicious one for me because I am here in Peterborough, Ontario the town where I call home and its the second moon this month and it is the 8th month and the 28th day tomorrow of the summer 2012.
it is the time of multiplicity of many peoples and tribes coming together with the strong intention for peace, love, and harmony. It is the time for the Divine Feminine. It is time for the global awakening from the fearful egoic attachments and identiies
The music soundtrack that could go with the story of Age of Aquarian: How Pacific Wild Salmon Taught me the Meaning of All My Relations is ultimately a story about the Musquem Peoples and their struggle to protect their last wild salmon run on their land.
It is the struggle of all the indigenous peoples and their struggles to have some environmental justice, social humanitarian justice. The documentary is truly about the healing tool of the sweat lodge & sangha.
It is truly about the connection to family networks and reciprocity exchange and learning about how we are so poor when we are so caught up chasing illusions and dreams and lies and meanings that we rule or that we suck. It is the story of a women who is learning to be free, interdependent.
To live in this world as a bonafide goddess in real life, an aquarian monkey human being that is capable of bringing many together for a common purpose.
The Great Turning or Age of Shambhala or Age of Aquarian is ultimately about the coming together of The Rainbow Warriors. Its about the social activism and the Occupy Love and the Yoga Visionaries and Musical Vibrational peoples to come together in Sacred Union.
It is time for the remembering of our Higher Purpose. It is the time of the coming together of all those with the Dreams and Visions to have the Coming of Age of the time of Massive Transformational Consciousness.
It is the time for the Grassroots Communities and Students and Workers and Food Not Bombs peoples and families and Folk Festivals and Transition Town peoples to come together spiritually as a global family sangha in union to allow for the whole humanity to choose to take a path of personal transformation from fear in to Great Love.
The time has come to forgive all my relations, it is time to g beyond the poor me forgetful poverty unconsciousness and habitual patterns that give so many of the zombie land where so many unhappy people are afraid of what others think, lost in the ocean of the mall and the drugs and the confusion. I have no more energy to judge, no more energy to resent or obsess. I have been one of these Zombies and am now aware of it more and more and more.
There is so little time anymore for the sickness because we have arrived at the collective conscious transformational miraculous times. I am seeing myself living with a beautiful lover in the magical kingdom of love, balance, peace, creativity and artistic creative expression.
There is so much love, light to be had in the rhythms and beats and the poetry comes along with the guitar and in the drum and the ceremony of the time of the full moon and the time has come for the people to see the rainbow and dance like no body is watching and the time has come for the people to unite and collaborate and collectively choose the path of peace, to leave the attachments of the identifiers that are abstractly creating delusional identifies that are lies and we can withdraw our consent to this unsconsious drive to perfection, to control, to have our way.
We can learn to let go of the way we think, act, our language is restricting and limiting and it is time for us to choose radical happiness and it is the relaxing in to the fundamental basic goodness that is each moment of creative expression and speaking our truth and it is this moment that we are in right now that is crucial to all of our humanitarian realizations of the prophesies.
The eco warriors are those who put their lives at risk and on the line to battle the corporate media, battle the corporate world that is greedy and will do anything to have more and more money and the destruction of the land, water, sea, air is nothing for them. There is so much money put in to the public relations and the Big Tobacco companies to be asserting their control of the minds of the public to give them legitimacy and ruler ship even though there is none.
The story of the Classic Maya and the lessons gleaned from university must be told for the public to make the connections between the two because of the parallels and similarities and what our Modern Day could learn. I would love to co create the reality for me to be finally in Belize co creating a documentary feature about the Great Turning and include The Maya in every way that I can.
The task at hand is to have a feature documentary that includes the story of Earthdance 2012 Age of Divine Feminine. My intentions is to have the dancing, drumming, ceremony is crucial and it is because we are all energy, we are all divinely inter dependent. It is time for us to come home, within ourselves to allow for the freedom to be our selves, what we came to this Earth to be.
It is time for us to learn to let go of how we perceive ourselves, our little me image of ourselves separated and its building walls and pretending that we are separated and can defend ourselves and its more prejudice and its this ideology that damns streams and we just need to build waterfalls.
When we collectively hold hands we can radiate energetically the prayer meditation heart felt, sincere intention of global peace and love. With the mantra of loving intention we can forgive anyone of anything no matter how horrific it may have been. When we let go of our ideologies, identifiers, when we come together as one heart beat dancing to the drum, hear the call, the hero journeys call to action, it is this compassionate engaged action to come together in solidarity with the struggles of the peoples who are working towards justice. The task at hand is for us to educate ourselves the critical thinking skills and the creative expressive tools to be able to exercise awareness and use the tools that we have been gifted to be able to help saves all sentient beings and ourselves too. These are epic times we are living in, what miraculous times.
As it is below, so its is above. The macrocosm reflects the microcosms. We are all Divinely interconnected, the symbols of the Spiritual are all unified. It is the symbolism of our cultural record that reminds us all of what we have in common. When we stop the voices inside our heads from chattering on, then we can hear the intuition calling us to action. It is when we surrender to the music that is inside, the poetry inside that we can live our lives in beautiful serendipity and synchronicity and allow for the people and places to emerge to co create our wildest dreams that we have had for lifetimes.
We can surrender all our ego attachments to the outcome, to the fearful insecure and poor me intimidation control dramas that have habitually grabbed us in to cycles of dependency, cycles of control and fear, cycles and patterns that are within ourselves and reflect in to the greater society. When we co create mandalas and fractals in sacred geometry art we find that we are complementary and holistic and through the finding of our sacred partner, the love that we feel for ourselves being expressed for another we are able to transcend primordial pain, hurt and fear that is cellular, ancestral, from so many generations of post traumatic stress from so much trauma from so much abuse and war.
From so many years of abandonment, rejection, and horrific neglect. It is the time for the global awakening of why we all came to this Planet Earth in this time. It is time for us to let go the the overly simplicity, rationale deeply ingrained in the materialistic realms that sets people against each other, sets man vs Mother Nature. It is these walls that men construct that separate us from our higher purpose to use our intelligences, our emotional intelligences and technologies for the positive empowerment of the individuals and communities simultaneously to come together for massive transformational healing.
It is the time for the acceptance of the darkness and it is this sadness and rage that is mine to claim and own and allows for the light to come and for the rainbow to burn brighter in my heart. As I learn to transmute through alchemy the unconscious drives to manipulate and control is where the bringing forth in re birth of the light worker healer leader that I have come to Gaia to be.
The work that I came to do is greater than documentary and greater than all the school work. It is the task to forgive all those who have personally hurt me in this life time, to forgive all with sincere compassion and understanding and deeply honour the Ancestors and allow for the teaching of One Heart, One Mind to come in to my life, to speak from a place of deep listening and hear felt conscious connection to Creator. I
t is the symbol of the 8 that is infinity, abundance, power that radiates the infinite potentialities and realizations of our innermost dreams. For me the most powerful dream and prayer that I have this Full Moon August 2012 is to follow my heart, follow my intuiton, follow my Higher Spirit in to infinite love, peace and be in the Rainforest, Ocean, Mountains and allow for the First Nations to speak to my heart. First I need to meet my Mohawk Father as a Brave Warrior to overcome my deepest fear of rejection and address the roots of my pain in my life. The loss of the father.
time has come for me to find out where my ancestors came from, to share with the elders and children and to spend as much time as I can by myself in nature to learn the teachings fo Gaia Goddess Full Moon Mother Earth Creator. It is time for me to learn to publicly speak, to publish book that speaks about the experiences that I have had this life time.
Namaste, Angel Hamilton
I am on a spiritual adventure in my life; need to stop this worrying waiting bit, get on the back of this horse, take the reins, make a conscious, participatory choice, to empower, inspire, encourage myself to be the change I wish to see in this world, to allow for a complementary understanding of both the scientific and spiritual to synergize. I own that I need a lot of time on my own reflecting as I am an Aquarian Monkey in this Age of Transformation ending of the Mayan Calender 2012 on the Cusp of the Flame as Jordan would say. It is time for me to awaken to the Great Turning Paradigm Shift & learn to live by example, abundantly, easily & effortlessly. It is time that I allow for the gifts that I have to be brought forward, to give back, to allow for the teachings to flow. To allow for my things to be dropped, all my minds ideas and theories to be dropped, surrendering my egoic false identity Gremlin that is fearful, anxious, scared of every thing and anything. It is time to be brave. It is time for me to be more confident, focused, clear, compassionate, caring, courageous, generous, forgiving, content, peaceful, strong, loving, committed, curious, playful, allowing, receptive, open, flexible, inviting. It is time to ask the Angels & Fairies & Infinite Wisdom to flourish in my body, mind, and soul as a complementary totality. I choose this time for contemplation & reflection to sink in to my intuition of where my life is guiding me become. It is time to affirm that I have and am every thing I have always dreamed. I have arrived at my destination even though still feel a bit like a loser despite all my accomplishments because of my poverty in the bank account but am grateful, appreciative, and greatly delighted in my creative talents and gifts I bring to all the creatures in this world. My heart is confused because I do love Chris but I do not feel intuitively that he is my Beloved Twin Flame. I feel it is time for me to embark on a sacred visionary quest road trip adventure transformational healing journey in to the unknown, in to the sacred and the profane, in to the wilderness. It is time for me to prepare for the cosmic shift of consciousness that I am about to ask in to my life as Universal Intelligence answers all my prayers & am able to give back to all the teachers, mentors in this new era that is here. I accept the responsiblity to communicate as widely as possible about the positive steps that can be taken as solutions to a broken world. It is time for freedom of expression and freedom of speech and freedom of creative action as communties that would like to utilize the sacred activism to be able to co create a meaningful and beautiful miraculous world that is already here in the witnessing of each ohters pains, as our hearts open up further and further to compassion, empathy, and seeing each others eyes and souls with a committment to be Present with our Presence for each other and all sentient Beings. Namaste, Angel Hamilton aka Angel Fractal Butterfly
I am writing today this beautiful sunny day here in Vancouver, British Columbia because its Sunday and its sunny warm summer weather and feeling the inspiration from the snow capped mountains and ocean and rainforest energy speaking to me, calling me out to share with whoever reads this.
I have little experience writing blogs but I thought I would do a forty day blog challenge and just write and write some more and hopefully will get better so I can share lots of my opinions on what I feel is going on around in this world and some links for people to learn too.
Today I have been reading this book called “Here on Earth A Natural History of the Planet” by Tim Flannery and been learning a lot about how humanity has dramatically altered their landscape so quickly and the ideas that justified doing this. I studied some of these subjects in anthropology and archcaeology and I hope one day I too will be able to write a book, deliver presentations, and be more of a teacher but for now I will blog.
The way that I see it is that people have been duped by a Western Civilization model that has been built on these ideas of progress and survival of the fittest and there has been this advertising model that has justified a lot of consumption globally that is having a detrimental impact. This kind of culture of consumerism and trade exchange within the rich elite nobles is not a new idea, it was used in the civilizations that have gone before. Scribes used the ideologies that the elites instructed them to convince the population of their success of their ritual ceremonies to ensure social control and to maintain a status quo that would have benefited the elites at the expense of the peasent peoples until they voted with their feet and left the urban cities and went back to the rural agriculture setting and subsistence strategies.
For me this is what we all need to learn now to do but perhaps we can still save our cities like here in Vancouver there is a wonderful green environmental sustainable group that would like to see more back yard chickens, bike lanes, permaculture style community gardens, and more emphasis on walking to where you need to go than take a car. Its so much more of a simpler lifestyle with a lot less carbon ecological footprint that can help us all when we voluntarily decide to skip the Western culture that we were conditioned to believe was more advanced but truly its just lead to more problems and can’t believe we are actually exporting this culture globally since its jeprodizing both the biosphere and ethnospehere of languages an cultures.
My advice to every one who reads this blog is find ways to have a voice through social media driven documentary filmmaking with video, audio, photo and blogs and educate one self to be a critical thinker.
